Every time I have three seconds of rational thought, I think about it, and I admit, Im thinking the worst. His expression was drawn and pinched from illness and pain, and probably from anticipation of what might be coming. ), Title: How I Met Your Father or Five Times Tonys Ex-Boyfriends Showing Up In His Life At NCIS Was Cumulatively A Very Bad, Awful, Horrible, Painful Thing Plus One Time When It Was Perfect, Pairings: Tony DiNozzo/OMCs, Tony DiNozzo/John Sheppard, Warnings: gay bashing, foul language, slurs, character death (not Tony or John). It wasnt like that. Even though hospitals had relaxed their policy about cell phones in patient rooms, he wasnt going to make or take calls while Tony was in the room doing his best to recover. The situation is something I would have considered impossible before this very moment. He hesitated. Its been so long since Ive watched NCIS much less read any fic, and Im really enjoying these. He was running late and though he had called Gibbs to let him know, Tony knew he would pay for it anyway. What was it exactly DiNozzo stumbled on?, Vances brows shot up. He reached up and cupped Tonys face, noting the faint look of surprise. What the actual fuck?!----. Oh, and that new director? That was her name. Please consider turning it on! I stressed that you were nearly the only person capable of tempering his excesses in response to his aversion to medical establishments such as these., Not as much as you seem to think, Jethro. Plus all the flashing lights. The only possible explanation didnt actually seem possible. Long, well-plotted, well-written, by turns humorous and serious, good characterizations - and finally an equal, balanced relationship between a Gibbs willing to let Tony in, and a serious, understanding Tony who has no compunctions about head-slapping Gibbs back whenever the latter's hand starts twitching outside the office. Gibbs snorted and pocketed the flash drive. There was no excuse none what so ever on McGee or Davids part for what they did and whether or not Tony was injured [or not injured as we got on the episode] there is no excuse and they needed to pay the consequences. Im listening., Gibbs tossed the flash drive on Vances desk. He comes online as a Guide during Boxed In and it is felt throughout the world because it resonates through the spirit plane as well as physically. But you seem to think it was completely acceptable to shut off the comms., It was a milkwalk, Gibbs. Just keep talking. David just shrugged. Now sit on the goddamn floor!. But still, it wasnt good for him, to have yet another lover leave him for a better career, as John had, as he was under the impression that Wendy had. Then suddenly his partner, his mentor, bastard and hardass though he had always been, was suddenly slapping him again and throwing the idea of chain of command out the window. And when would that be?. I mean it to say I want you here all of you. Ironically, and fittingly, over the last three weeks five of the tangos they had been chasing who had gotten away were found dead of apparent poisonings. When I feel down I read some of my favorite stories. Ill give the cops your contact info but -, Padraig spoke up. Wed be open about things., Are you? It was perhaps after half an hour of listening to Tony bobble., She waved her hand. I expect the request today. He gave Rick a quick glance. Every time you ignore what Ive told you it proves you shouldnt be here. He closed the phone before she could say anything else. How is he, Duck?, Not well. The repairs and replacing were originally supposed to be done over a week ago but the latest estimate was another two weeks or more. Will he save him and burn the world trying? How Harm and Meg met again to start a relationship? Fucking fag. Youd be a distraction I dont need right now. He knew he was being callous, but at the moment, he didnt really give a damn. Its one of the many reasons I loathe those two. But you never know, maybe we're all surprised? If you call again, Ill put you on a banned visitors list and you wont see Tony until he asks for you.. Turns out she too was delusional. Having already gotten the text from Balboa that his flash drive was ready, he headed over to Ricks teams bullpen. He could hear a tinny voice near his head just saying over and over that help was coming and to hold on and realized it was John on his phone. Tell me about the team. I had to talk to him, and you are keeping me away., Youre wrong. At first, I stayed on as an NCIS liaison with the project but after Director Morrow went to Homeland seven months after I was attacked, the new Director pushed to have me brought back. I hope you will like the story! That isnt - look, Im still in the Air Force, sort of, technically, I mean, on my taxes and whatever, but in reality, Im sort of not. So Ive been thinking and I need a night out and if youre free I thought we could grab dinner., Tony could almost hear Johns grin through the phone. Morrow was planning to put Gibbs into a new position where he wasnt in charge of other agents on a team. They werent listening. He just deleted the photo and sent his case report. Even if Tony werent popular with many of the other agents, what leader wanted people with that kind of black mark on their record? Do you know why?, Does it matter? She was such a bitch, sometimes. You didnt wonder why the FBI agents who backed you up when you chased the killer werent there until after you shot him? Damn. Oooohhh, clicked on your page just to check if there was anything new and what did I find a whole new Gibbs/DiNozzo story. All comments are moderatedthe reason for this is under Site Info | Comments & Feedback. Though Gibbs reluctantly wondered how much of todays events were on him. I always get a warm tinglely feeling every time I read one. But even if that wasnt true, Id never tolerate agents on my team whod pull a stupid stunt like that.. Work Search: Gut giving off warning sirens, Gibbs wasnt sure he really wanted to hear the rest. But Gibbs gave us orders to finish these reports and nothing else. I work in Arlington, and the drive isnt a problem., Oh, well thanks for your time. And Ducky had been very attentive this past week. Your reputation precedes you, Agent Gibbs, but I really dont have time for your second-B routine. Thank you so much for sharing. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. You gotta call him number one on my cell. Some sort of big nail theyre going to put down his leg. Dr. Daniels had notified me that you were with the detective investigating Anthonys assault, so I gave you your privacy while I was obtaining an update on the poor boys condition., Stuffing the keys and evidence bag in his pocket, Gibbs shook off the dark thoughts. Gibbs does not suffer fools lightly. Forcing back the seething frustration, he listened to what he needed to fill out and what he was consenting to in terms of DiNozzos treatment. I really enjoy your work. But it would take time. But he also needed to take care of DiNozzos medical care. Sunday morning, Gibbs entered the hospital feeling rested. No. Tony was quieter and more serious, but, at least with Gibbs, he was also more genuine as he learned to peel back the masks he normally used to keep people at a distance. He going to make it?, Hed damn well better. He stayed with me through my recovery and I was offered a job with his project. Also, I need a version I can play for Vance; start with the house right before. They cant get enough of me, Tony whispered for his teams benefit. Gibbs claimed that he ran his team his way and if Tony didnt like it he was welcome to leave. And Ziva and McGee? So he gave Tony a ride and I wasnt reamed out by Gibbs for not doing what I was supposed to be doing. This wasnt supposed to happen; should never have happened. Tony sighed, it had been a long case and Vivian was being particularly acerbic these days. Fortunately Tony was willing to accept the silence and not keep pushing. I assume youre looking for me? I just recently started using it and was so pleasantly surprised to find you there. Now!, Gibbs, David said in a huff, we need to be working the case. Beta Thanks: Thank you, Naelany! Not a tumor but some weird, rare genetic disease. The three of them stepped into the bullpen and Gibbs ordered, I want reports on the case up to this point, including the morning activities and your screw up with the local LEOs. Gibbs trailed his lips along the strong throat, across a collarbone, and over a ridge of maturing scar tissue. He was getting rather desperate to see how Tony was doing, but it seemed like there was a never-ending stream of things to do or discuss that came first. Tony didnt mind. Gibbs knew hed made the right choice in pulling that team in. He met Tonys beautiful green eyes as he began steadily pressing inside. Love this from beginning to end! Just wanted to clear it up, first. Retaking his chair, he pulled the reports in front of him again, idly commenting, Vance is already aware of the confrontation with the Alexandria PD. Please consider turning it on! At the door to Tonys room, he peered in through the window and found Abby perched on the chair Gibbs usually occupied, which put her back to the door something Gibbs wasnt fond of himself, but he wasnt prepared to sit on Tonys bad side. Though Id be lying if I said I didnt regret that the agency will likely lose their skills., Gibbs eyes narrowed. Note**Clarke and Bellamy oneshot is now posted. She offered him a smile. Gibbs had said during his prank call that he was following behind. There hadnt really been feelings there for either of them, Mason was a horn dog and Tony was rebounding from a long term relationship that had ended in losing the boy he loved to the Air Force. Gibbs gut was churning, but there was no direction for him to start in to solve the damn puzzle. I know youre buried in guilt and anger, and probably feeling powerless doesnt help, but I want you to hear what Im saying, because I dont plan to do this twice.. Kind of. Good morning, my boy. So, you want to be friends, keep in touch, emails, grab a beer now and then when youre in town?, No. I dont know if I should have or not, Tony said in a rush, but I didnt want you to feel you had to keep them put away. He didnt deny the pain it had caused, but he didnt need to express his feelings about it endlessly. In part he was just used to keeping Shannon and Kelly close to his heart, but hed tried sharing them with his wives in the past and it had made them feel threatened. What everybody else said. Abby had been suspended for a week for her inappropriate use of agency resources, and so far had not been allowed to see Tony again, though she passed on messages through Ducky and Palmer at every opportunity. Gibbs snorted. He nodded even as he closed the album. Vance winced a little, but still gnawed on his toothpick, looking like he wanted to argue. If he prodded, you know shed blurt it out. Well theres a little bistro about three miles from your place, they have live music on weekends.. Everything else that happened today is in the hands of the DEA. What happened today still didnt seem real; how could these two agents he would have said he trusted, so completely betrayed their partner, their training, and their oath of service? Its just, Ive heard some things. And theres the reason why I love this fic. You just let me bring over the one little TV in the bedroom.. Over eighty percent of the IAD were dirty. He wanted some answers about what the hell had happened in Royal Woods this morning and he wanted them now. Sorry, boss. Even though he needed to leave for the hospital soon, he needed to deal with this first. The second is the abbreviated file we turned in to Abby for analysis along with the last pieces my team collected. About your teammates and your boss. Tony decided he really needed to wind down and didnt want to be alone. Probably not, but do it anyway. Small world. We dispatched two squad cars and three unmarked cars, no sirens, immediately to 26648 Royal Woods Circle. You must really want something if you waited to enter, Vance mused, seemingly relaxed back in his chair. You cant stand between DiNozzo and this problem.. Awesome job, hon. To this day, we arent sure why it was routed to the MCRT but he opened it and the way he opened it, and didnt follow procedures directly afterward when it released a fine white powder because he thought he knew best how to handle it, thanks to his biomedical degree, assured that the entire floor and seven people were infected by the antibiotic resistant form of pneumonic plague sent by an insane woman with a brain tumor to NCIS. The headaches could come on with frightening speed and intensity, and were definitely in the way of Tony being able to go back in the field. Im a realist, Gibbs. Hes having surgery number one now., Spleen and shoulder. The remaining three were left with permanent medical issues, including scarred lungs and asthma. Thank You! Anyone who directs their firearm at me will be disarmed. He sort of doubted theyd last long enough to get seriously cold. They call ya Navy cops. Stop it, Abby. But my partners are on their way. Timing was right. Completed asgard lokilaufeyson ncis +17 more # 3 Rogue (NCIS K-9) by Who Knows 153K 3.9K 26 Id say very good. Gibbs managed to crack the door open without being heard and paused to listen. Hed reheat the other later when he was desperate for more caffeine. He knew from those conversations with Tony that McGee and Ziva both had insubordination issues with Tony. Tony chalked that up to SEAL training. He repeated the move and got another before he settled into a deep fucking rhythm that had Tony clinging to him even as his body strove to meet the hard thrusts. Her hands were moving furiously and she clearly had Tonys full attention. Balboa nodded. As he ran into the emergency department, the words spun in his head; DiNozzo injured, emergency surgery required, Gibbs needed right away. 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